How am I supposed to tell you anything when you shut me out so much. I know there’s problems but you bury them. And so how do you expect me to react? You want me to tell you how I feel? I feel lost. I feel unwanted. Unneeded. I feel as if we’re coming to a blank end. I feel as if this was all too childish. I fear consistently that you’re going to throw me away. I know you will. I don’t think I can handle anything anymore. I’m just so lost.